I do remember that i was under spiritual attack when we prepared for the Garden J-mission in 2007. Whenever i praised Him, i felt
satan got jealous and tried to attack me in many ways. He tried to discourage me in really sneaky ways because he didn't want the mission happen. I prayed for God's protection upon me intensely.
A few weeks before our departure, after i attended a prayer meeting, i got a hit-and-run. A guy hit my car in real and just ran away. I was so shocked and felt discouraged. However, on that night, i realized that God protected me in that situation! Even though i was a bit discouraged and got emotional, i was physically okay! My car got some small scratches but it didn't need to be fixed. I started shouting, "Thank you for protecting me!"
and i also said, "Thank you for this hit-and-run! You showed me how much you care for me!!!"
I also have to admit that i had some anxieties about my motherland. "Is Japan open to Gospel now? What if it is still as dark as when i was searching for Jesus two decades ago? " That was the way i felt when i was thinking of spirituality in Japan before i went on Japan mission in 2007.
However, after this hit-and-run, i was overwhelmed by His grace and i believed He cared about the people in Japan and the nation Japan. I was excited.
During the mission, God showed me in many ways that He really cares about the people in Japan and the nation Japan. That country was not the same one i was struggling to search for Jesus 20 years ago. I cried when God showed me that He built church in the same town i could not find any church 20 years ago. He took me to exactly the same spot a book store used to be. I bought my first Bible at the bookstore when i could not find any church in that town. 20 years later, he took me to show what He did. "
Hiro, i built church on the same spot you bought your first Bible after you gave up
finding church in this town 20 years ago"
This year, i have been fighting my fatigue. I have to wrap up some stuffs at work before i go on mission so i have been quite busy. However, I feel joy and excitement this time. Because I know He protects me and He will show His love for my motherland.
His kingdom is coming..... and his will be done.